I sat down last night and started a post at around 8:00 pm. A post all about my sweet Kole. Random pictures from the past year and random things about him that make him so special to me. By 9:00 the tears were flowing from my eyes so quickly that I couldn’t see my computer screen. I couldn’t finish the post (obviously). I cried for two hours straight and have continued to cry on and off throughout the day today. Words can’t express how much this little boy means to me and how grateful I am to have him in my life. And I guess I’m having a harder time than I thought I would watching him grow so quickly. Where did that year go? I was just bringing him home from the hospital. It feels like last week. Those of you who have followed my blog for a while know that I can’t have any more children, and I’m so ok with that. This isn’t about wanting another baby. I guess it’s just about wanting Kole to stay my baby forever.